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7.29.2002 You know what's just great? When blogger decides to be difficult..BRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR Searching For on 7/29/2002 09:36:00 PM.
Onychophagia (n.) The practice, often habitual, of biting one's finger (or toe) nails.
It's s quotes day!!!!! "Nine-tenths of wisdom is being wise in time." --Theodore Roosevelt "To accept whatever comes, regardless of the consequences, is to be unafraid." --John Cage "There are no rules. Just follow your heart." --Robin Williams "I don't need a friend who changes when I change and who nods when I nod; my shadow does that much better." --Plutarch "A friend is the one who comes in when the whole world has gone out." --Grace Pulpit "It is one of the blessings of old friends that you can afford to be stupid with them." --Ralph Waldo Emerson Searching For on 7/29/2002 07:44:00 PM.
Today was a rather "boring" day b/c I just about died. I was so dead tired from being at Phil's all weekend and getting like ZERO sleep, and I couldn't sleep b/c I was afraid of that stupid Halloween movie, lol. By the time I got to sleep it was WAY too late, so I was thinking to myself, just get through volleyball and you'll be fantastic. Yeah, well right before our first game, after warm-ups mind you, he's going over subs b/c we were missing two people and I realize I have no sub, I'm playing all the way around, I was like YIPPIE SKIPPY! I played on adrenaline all day, by the time we were done I just about died. I came home, showered, and went to sleep, or tried at least, it's so blasted hot it's hard too. But I did enjoy planning all the way around very much so, so it was all good in the end. Now I'm deciding I must feed rabbits and take back the DVDs in case they have to be back by noon tommorrow, I'll never make it by noon. 1 more day of camp and then 5 days off.....dang, and it was just starting to get funnest! Searching For on 7/29/2002 07:41:00 PM.
7.28.2002 I just got back from Phil's and I'm sad it's over. It was the biggest blast!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I had such a good time! Friday night we went bowling and then watched "The Wedding Singer" for lack of other movies of interest. Then Saturday we went to Easton Searching For on 7/28/2002 08:59:00 PM.
7.24.2002 "No one like to be alone. Isn't anyone trying to find me? Won't someone please take me home.It's a damn cold night, trying to figure out this life. Won't you take my by the hand, take me somewhere new, I don't know who you are, but I, I'm with you...Why is everything so confusing? Maybe I'm just out of my mind." Avril
Where's my Lana? Searching For on 7/24/2002 03:16:00 PM.
"No one like to be alone. Isn't anyone trying to find me? Won't someone please take me home.It's a damn cold night, trying to figure out this life. Won't you take my by the hand, take me somewhere new, I don't know who you are, but I, I'm with you...Why is everything so confusing? Maybe I'm just out of my mind." Avril
Where's my Lana? Searching For on 7/24/2002 03:16:00 PM.
7.17.2002 Be an opener of doors for such as come after thee, and do not try to make the universe a blind alley.
- Ralph Waldo Emerson Searching For on 7/17/2002 03:54:00 PM.
7.16.2002 Note to self- You've GOT THE CHANGE the backdrop thingy on this blog, it stinks! Searching For on 7/16/2002 12:43:00 PM.
“If you're headed in the wrong direction, God allows U- turns.”
--Anon. Well today was a good volleyball day. It wasn't spectacular, but it was pretty darn good.I got to play all the way around, though I think when Snyder gets back, she'll play the back for me, but who knows, maybe she'll play it for Carrie, you never know. But in any case, it's very fun. I can't WAIT to go to King's Island for camp! I'm so excited!!! I'm riding up with Mr. Knight, Tiff, Patori, and I guess me, so it won't be that bad really. I'll just snooze and pray I don't get car sick or have to pee really badly right in the smack dab middle of it, I should stop drinking things now, lol. Gosh, I do have a lot of things to do today and tommorrow though, I have to- * Call the doc's and make an appointment for a physical (ewww) * Get food for the trip, b/c sometimes we're going to have to miss lunch * Pack...ugh * Get my jean shorts sewn up...maybe Carrie will do it for me? * Figure out which bag I'm going to pack IN * Find everything I need by searching every room...since all my stuff is IN every room. * Figure out my bunny check and get it * Go to the bank and make myself poor again * Wash all my clothes- Daddy's insistance is driving me nuts...I mean I have to wash some of them, but considering the fact I have NO WHERE TO PUT THEM, it makes me a bit frustrated * Clean up my kitchen....I don't think it's been touched for 2 weeks....I know, I know EWWWWWWWWWWW And through all this stuff I've still got volleyball in the morning, running afterward, and then lifting and then general workout, and reading "The Scarlet Letter" which is the DUMBEST book ever, and a book of choice of which I have to write a crapload on EVERY STINKING CHAPTER, just to make sure I can read....BRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!!!!!!!!!!!! And I've got to get 3 recipes and type them out and on top of all that, I still have to learn geometry so I can pass Math Anal. Always Truly, Me Searching For on 7/16/2002 12:43:00 PM.
7.11.2002 "Pain is just weakness leaving the body." -Marines
Terribly sorry I haven't written in so long. I've been just tacking on comments to Lana's blog and not leaving much in mine. I don't care to say everything that has been going on, but volleyball has been going rather well. I'm starting to remember the passion, the reason I play the game. I'm still struggling with my weight issues...but I'm trying and I'm trying to understand myself. B/c of the comfort of a few very loving and sweet guys, I've come to realize they're not all scum, they don't all want to get in my pants, and I can wait for one like that. Truly, without Lana, Tim, JR and Tobey I wonder where my sanity would be. I love you guys tons! Well, I'm off to run, truly this time. I've got to do it to please myself, to prove to myself I can do this craziness again, I can. It makes me happiest, it's just hard to start again after being off for over a year. I can do it, I'm much better when I'm perfectly healthy, when I can fit back into my freshman jeans (well ok, they were way to tight, so maybe I won't wear them OUT places, but at least around the house, lol). When I'm not self-conscious and I don't even slightly crave junk food, the guilt goes and I'm very much better. I try to tell myself this, it gets easier, it gets easier. I'll be able to handle my life if I can handle my body, they go hand in hand. And no, I'm not heading out on an eating disorder, so don't get worried about that. Well, an email to Tim Searching For on 7/11/2002 07:23:00 PM.
7.07.2002 It's been a rough couple of days. Working more than 12 hours 4 days in a row is deadly. I have vball tommorrow....my whole body reeks of fryers and onions. I took a 2 hour bath to try and get rid of the smell. I don't think I've ever been so clean...I still reek. I fell asleep....I'm so tired. Lana, I miss you so much, your boyfriend is very sweet, I wish he were mine, but I don't steal. I was so tired I got Neotrogena face stuff in my eye while I was showering...it still hurts, I was crying b/c I was so frustrated. I haven't gotten money, but I hope it's good. I have more to write...but I'm too tired....so tired.....
If you wait for me then I'll come for you Although I've traveled far I always hold a place for you in my heart If you think of me, If you miss me once in awhile Then I'll return to you I'll return and fill that space in your heart I'm so hooked on that song. Well my eye is killing me....I'm going to try and sleep until someone calls me and my stuff is done in the washer. Love you all. Tracy Chapman [The Promise] Searching For on 7/07/2002 09:08:00 PM.
7.02.2002 I felt like crawling into a deep dark whole all of yesterday. My room was too empty and the house too quiet. Lana left.
Anyway, I'm putting together a cd for myself, softer, more gentle songs. I don't have to babysit tommorrow, who knows why. But Judy Searching For on 7/02/2002 09:32:00 PM.
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